Good morning! Today I'm going to talk about
the some experiences that I have experienced during my life in the United States.
Since
my grandparents and cousins on my father's side live in America, I had a lot of
opportunities to go to America and study during my summer vacations. But, my
parents actually wanted to have more quality environment for me to study for a
long period of time not just for summer vacation. So after a long conversation
about the actual benefits that I can gain from education in America, our family
decided to immigrate. At that time, I was just 5grader in Elementary school so I
wasn't fluent in English. Therefore, it was hard to express my opinion and have
conversations in English. I thought it would be challenging to go to America
and get along with native Americans but at the same time it seem exciting to live
a life in America. Due to my past experiences, I expected my school life in
America would be harsh, and I was right. I went to Elementary school on the
next week that I have stepped on America, because my mom said it won't be any
beneficial to drag more time. And starting from that point my life started to
tangle. First class that I took in my Elementary school was a science class. According
to my memories on the first day, science teacher was talking about some topic
related to solar system, but all I hear was language that did not belong to our
solar system which was a serious problem. This also happened to me in my daily
conversation with my friends. I could understand some basic conversations but
it was difficult to me when they started to talk about some jokes. For example,
my friend said "Do you know how to wake up Ladygaga? poke her face!"and
I couldn't understand. So I tried to find a solution, and finally found the
solution that can be connected to all daily conversations. My solution was to
act like 'I understood everything' by giving a little smile. So in that case of
Ladygaga, I could just smile showing my expression of understanding. But, it had
a significant problem. One day my friends were talking about something and I
smiled as I usually do pretending that I understood everything. However, one
girl turned to me and said "You think that's funny?" and she started
to cry. At that time I realized something was wrong. I didn't know they were
having serious conversation, and she got angry because I was keep giggling
about the things that were so serious.
And
another moment that I have experienced is racism. In Korea, I have learned many
thing about race discrimination toward multi cultural students. The serious
problem between student and multi cultural students was bullying. We should not
bully them because they are just different from us but I didn't expect that I
would be one of those minorities who suffer racism. I didn't experience
bullying but there were some moment that made me uncomfortable. My first moment
that I have experienced racial discrimination was in summer vacation. In summer
every year there is a swimming pool party held by the residents at the public
swimming pool. I was waiting in the line to ride a water slide but one of the
white twins that were in front of me was starring at my face. It kept on like
about 20 seconds. So I asked him "Why are you starring at me?" and
the reply was "Hey there is a Chinese guy over here" and he started
make sounds that were used to mock Chinese. And I said "I'm not even
Chinese I'm Korean!" he ran away. I was just frustrated by this.
The
reason that I have mentioned these two experiences is because it gave me a chance
to look back at myself. From me being so passive not trying to learn English
but try to look for tricks, I could learn that when I face some problems, I
should not step back but try to get through it. And from the racism that I have
experienced, it gave me a more broader perspective on how I look at people from
different cultures. Even though I came back to Korea, these are so valuable
experiences and I'm looking forward to experience more on my life in KMLA.
Thank you.